You Scare Me
I get so excited when you are near. From the warmth of your body, to the sound of your voice, I desire everything about you.
For some reason you scare me. I can’t quite place my finger on exactly why, but i wish the feeling would go away.
Maybe you’re too fast, or too loud. Maybe I need to be in control, but I don’t think that is possible. I see others engage with you and i want to be just like them; so comfortable, so natural, and having so much fun!
I think you are beautiful, and the fit is just right. I value my life, so maybe that is why I cannot become completely comfortable with you, no matter how hard i try.
Please be patient with me because i am trying, but so much hesitation is making me wonder if the ride is worth it at all.
I know it is not your intention to hurt me, but i also know that if Im not more aggressive I will end up hurt, scared for life, and I definitely don’t want that.
Even my kids love you and they ask to be around you and play with you to, but of course the responsible thing to do is for me to say no. That’s another adventure that will simply have to wait.
After much debate, I’ve come to the conclusion that you scare me, and its probably a good thing you do. Ill overcome the fear one day and I’ll ride with the best of them, but until then, I’ll keep my motorcycle in the garage safe from danger.
